just got an email from my friend. some good news from him; he is currently in Perth - a place i dearly miss. we actually had plans to do scuba-diving together, but he got back to Perth after his Bandah Aceh trip. anyway he got his Bridging A, which means he is able to apply for a job and legally work in Australia. that is really great for him. he too, finds it difficult to get a job. at least, i have someone else to share my sentiments as a graduate looking for a job. i don't need another person telling me that i am not doing enough to get myself a job. cos i only have myself to answer to and not to him. and i have had enough of him drumming into my ears, telling me that getting a job is not my first priority and i am not doing enough to get it.

at times i really why i decided to pack my bags and head back here. i could have just stay put in Australia and get a job. or at least i have another person to share my sentiments with. why am i here?





i'm not as strong as i seems to be;
maybe you ain't gonna be the pillar of strength for me.
i cry, and i do cry alot;
but that doesn't mean i'm weak.

for now i'm sure that you ain't my comforting strong shoulders i could lean on.
all i ever wanted was just that.
but now, i don't need you anymore.

you can go on with you own new set of life perspectives and goals;
i wish you the best.





sigh~ i didn't pass the psychometric test and i'm not short-listed for the job.
i'm feeling discourage and i'm frustrated. i'm angry at the situation. i'm angry for not having a job. i'm tired sitting around. i'm not happy. not happy at all. arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!