It have been many years now, what needs to be forgotten should have been by now, some say. Well not entirely, some may have moved on but deep down the feelings of bitterness, pain or hurt may still be lurking around. I truly understand this, because I been through it; be it being hurt or hurting others, I'm being convicted of both ends. Sure hurting others is an easy task, but the person being hurt sure ain't having the best time of his/her life. If you ever have a little of that conscience of yours, and you know that you have truly caused that hurt in someone else, and you think it is completely okay to do so. Then I must say you can't feel much for anyone else, because you only care about how you feel about yourself.

Coming from my past, I truly am aware who I had hurt and I do owe the person a heartfelt apology. I know what I did in the past and what had happened did not end up in a good note. I was running away, hiding and pushing away. Over the years, I carry the burden of feeling that I did not end things the way it should have been. It could have been better; just nicer, perhaps. I cannot return to past, but I can work on what we have now; our friendship, perhaps. Thank you for accepting my long overdue apology.