have i been changing or have i changed? or i never have changed?

it seems like i feel alot at ease when i'm out alone. i can walk anywhere and enter any shop, without being ask where is my next destination. i simply detest it when someone asks me where i'm heading next because i enjoy walking about anywhere, especially when i'm in the mood to go town. and it's alot better when i'm alone, because i don't have to take into consideration whether the person is bored or not interested or whatever it is.

seems like my hormones are raging all over biologically, because it seems like i'm having quite a record of mood swings these days. at times i questioned myself, 'what on earth is wrong?' shrugs, beats me. anyway please bear with me while i go figure it out.

reasons that i could conjure up are:
- PMS.
- i'm not happy.
- the humidity is killing me.

in the meantime, allow my unpredictable hormones to rage.